its funny how easily it is for someone
to treat you a different way once a single mistake is made..
doubts emerge.. questions arise when actions are followed up..
is that person sincere? or not?
its like a piece of glass..
first scratched.. then cracked..
there’s no way for it to be fixed perfectly without
seeing the crack lines..
its funny how one person may tarnish the image
of others just by a mistake too..
for example, inn here, the recent posts has been about guys..
one mistake from one guy, may affect the image of other guys..
it may cause the thing of whether or not he’s trustworthy..
or sincere.. or not at all..
but trust, isnt just about guys..
us, girls too…
just one lie, trust is broken..
next things said, the other party will hesitate to trust/believe.
now, how do i know i can trust..?
how long must i know you to trust you?
my aunt, even knowing the guy for 8 yrs,
he broke her trust…
so, 8 yrs not long enough?
him, i trusted him not to hurt me..
but he did in many different ways he never knew,
or chose not to notice..
even if i said i was hurt, what can he do right?
cos to him, he’s not hurting me..
so, its okay for him not to care that im hurt right.
im just a girlfriend… as far as i know, im no diff
from his other girl friends rite?
so why should i bother..
the fuck i bothered.
because he was my fucking boyfriend.
someone i trusted, i leaned on, i seek for support..
and what did i get? a shove.. a push..
and where did the reassurance go?
oh, i think it evaporated..
everytime i look a new friend,
i’ll start to think.. is he/she telling the truth?
but i wont be able to tell whether he/she is not lying..
why? just because of one person…
just one person, can spoil another person’s ability to trust again.
tell me how do i know when to trust people?
is he or she worth my trust?
and tell me why..
why should i even trust you?