im sorry you had to let go..
but i was just waiting for u all the while..
but i guess i misunderstood
those signs i see in you when we first got to know each other..
u gave me so much security
and comfort even without asking..
i felt so special.. like you only had eyes so special
for me. and only [...]
forgive me. and forget please.
:’(
i can’t bear this pain…
it’s tooo painful
my heel…
that same left heel…
there’s something stuck there…
i cant pull it out… it hurts so bad….
my knees again…
that same thing happen…
the medication stings….
and my stomach… that left side..
the piercing pain….
i cant take it… i cant…
it’s tooo painful…….
i dont wanna go to the doc anymore…
i dont [...]
oh, mysterious caller.
i miss him soooo much.
and i cannot deny that.
i cant.
******************************
anyways,i received a mysterious yet
exciting call at 1.47pm today.
unknown number.
i picked up the call.
and i heard this song on the
other end of the phone:
“This is a story of a girl,
who cried a river and drown the whole world.
And she looked so sad in photographs, i absolutely
love [...]
A fact.
im not focused at all today.
and even as much as i feel the need to do much more for my proj,
i cant. there is no focus. i cnt think straight nimore.
robin is probably gonna tink i forgot
whatever he told me in sch..
i didnt..
told u, i wun cry.
i am gonna pick myself up.
i am.. just not [...]
all thats left.
i told her this.
i dont know whos mas anymore.
she left. right after he did.
all that she’d tried,
turned into failure.
all of that,
turned me into a loser.
and thats right, i am a loser.
in Zu’s words, a fucking emo.
in aidah’s words, kental.
in rajiv’s words, fecking stupid.
well, you all got my attention now.
you all are right.
but one thing.
i’ll never [...]
just a day.
u’ll still be regarded as sweets.
and the unexpected call frm you
makes me wanna hug you there and then..
im really sorry things had to be this way.
i dont want it. neither do you.
but i feel i couldnt save this anymore..
i feel like i cnt do anything anymore..
but i love you too much to let go..
even now..
u [...]
stuck
Hey there Delilah
What’s it like in New York City?
I’m a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can’t shine as bright as you
I swear it’s true
Hey there Delilah
Don’t you worry about the distance
I’m right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it’s my [...]
ina on MC
okay, so my daily entertainment is on MC today.
not that i regard her as an entertainer.
but she has been a great distraction to me these days,
to prevent me from thinking abt things i shouldnt
really think about.. if not, i’d be a wreck, reacting
uncontrollably n wasting loads of tissue.
And today.. even this morning i even thot [...]
The Chronicles of Maria
To all drama lovers or arts enthusiasts. This entry is to promote
a drama for you by youths. Below is a message by the
Artistic Director, Shaiful Bahri.
“Hello Everyone,
Yellow Chair Productions and Tampines Central CC YEC present ‘The Chronicles of Maria,’ a play that has been fully conceptualised and developed solely by youths who love theatre, with [...]
Happy Belated Birthday SETH FRAMPTON!
hope you had fun yest.
see, all smiles right?
told you it won’t be as bad…
anyways.. i had fun too..
i managed to meet my baby b4 i go off for my transformers
movie which was eventually cancelled..
miral snapped a random photo of us.
my face is so the “tak perlu”.
i look so.. “eew..” lol
another candid pic of me n [...]
