2 extreme people = similar conclusions

the last i heard,
it wasnt okay to shake my hand,
but okay to shake other girls’. 
oh, it was okay to hug too.
the last i heard,
you got upset over a photo of me and a friend
lying next to each other with no physical contact.
but it was okay for you to put up 2 photos i shouldnt explain,
and 2 other [...]

iFound*

a new character.

Meet Sandy.
Works for Johnny.
Vanessa’s bestfriend.
But, thinks she’s way better than Van.
Dont worry, she’s not.
She thinks she is.
Her job? Waitress at Venus.
Sometimes have to give extra services
to special clients for extra income.
But she rejects some cos standard too low.
And pushes the rejected ones to her bestfriend.
Like trash(:
So, this is Sandy,  afew years ago.

sunshining..

in total contrast to the previous posts,
i forgot to wish my dear readers
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!
(:

Protected: still awake.

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awakened by thoughts

its funny how easily it is for someone
to treat you a different way once a single mistake is made..
doubts emerge.. questions arise when actions are followed up..
is that person sincere? or not?
trust.
its like a piece of glass..
first scratched.. then cracked..
then broken..
there’s no way for it to be fixed perfectly without
seeing the crack lines..
society..
its funny how [...]

more setans

in case you non-malays don’t know,
setan is a malay word for devil..
sinful creatures you know…
but who am i to talk about sins.. unless
you provoke me lahh..
im just talking about the GUYS i refer to, as setan..
and you see, the issue of guys cheating on a girl
behind her back is increasing..
one example is the post before this..
that no [...]

that setan that got to me

even after so many months away from you…
reading your msn’s personal message makes me wanna punch you.
viewing all those photos of yours and hers and theirs
makes me wanna burn you to death.
i swear, i hate you to death!
Damn you!
i didnt come home 2 nights because of you.
and because of those nights, my mum doesnt trust [...]

actually..

actually, this is my actual entry..
its to congratulate my dearest friend,
Babin Gurung on his Best NewComer Award
on his Graduation Day at International Hotel Management Institute
aka IMI , in Switzerland..
congrats my dear(:

and he still hasn’t changed since the last time i saw him.
aah, how i miss him..
how we first became close friends was a scary experience.
we [...]

a prayer for you..

Dear God,
Please give Sheikh Ahmad Naufal your strength Ya Allah. I’m praying
that he’s gonna be okay. I don’t want him to go through the surgery.
The success rate may be low, but, if he does go through to the surgery,
at least, please, let it be a success.. i can’t lose him..
at least not now.. not yet..
His [...]